Hatred

I keep running
Running
Running
Running
Away from the past

I keep it here
Here
Here
Here
Inside the depth of my heart

It's obvious,
I don't need to hide it

You know it already
What I am running from
What I am keeping
You know it

That smile
It makes me sad
That tears
It makes me smile

Oh boy,
Don't you know?
I hate you

Speak it!

This side is thin
This side is obviously fat

Which is it that you want?
I'll grant your wish

Sadness

I cried
well, no one cares

I smiled,
No one knew

I want to be recognized
I want to have a slight existence

For all these years
Dreams are fading away from me
Putting a fake mask
on top of all my expressions

When i thought i have seek the light
The darkness came and tied me
Bonding me with eternal hollow
Crossing around my mind

I tried but i failed
I ran but i tripped
I care but never love
So what am I?

Hell's Gate

The immortality
Tied within those promises
Filled with lies
Black wings they have

The unbroken
Filled with smiles
Never they have said a heart-breaking word
White and crystallized wings they carved

Which is yours?
I know you lied
I know that you are filled by the dark
I know that you did the sins

What are you?
Always smiling lightly
Always showing the kindness you have
Fill your life with the truth on your lips

When you die, I'll wait
When I die, you'll leave me
Well, there can only be a gate for us
There is only a gate for us

Come,
The Hell's gate is waiting

Sorry

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