Feelings

To the sky that shed tears...

I remember the day I am very depressed, facing reality as if it was a nightmare from day to day. I feel as if I do not want to get out of my house, fearing the eyes that will scan me as if I am an outcast. The day that the blue sky can never be a clear blue sky at my eyes, remaining only the dark that can be seen inside my heart.

At those times, socialising with people feels awkward. I felt empty and sad, when finally some people lighten up my days. But, my dear sky, I have seen that as a past I should be happy about, because I am now standing here, seeing my old self as some turning point to be a more happier person.

As the sky gets lighter...

I can see the path has become more brighter. The path that the light before have opened up for me is making its way to much more wider road. I see people with different personalities, different auras, but most of them sheds light to my dark and exhausting days. I cannot be more grateful as I am today that the path is full of obstacles, yet leading me to a much complicated yet full of sunshine, road.

As the rain stops, the sun appears, the rainbow will follow..

The future, my dear sky, is something that I cannot see of which it will be full of darkness or full of sunshine. I see that the road is getting much more complicated, as life have always been. I see that once I take a step forward, seeing back, the darkness behind is like a shadow below the sun. I step upon the shadow and will always take another graceful step. Slowly, as I walk further from the dark past, I know that the shadow will get longer. But, the shadow will remain as a shadow, only there to remind me of how I have become a much better person than before.

As the rainbow stays.. it will also fade and the cycle will start again..